Who is Ben?

Ah,..

That’s the big question. I sort of have a goal, I sorf of have a vision. I get some visions, and then get carried away in a direction that I never intended, or did I?

So who am I, well I’m Ben… I come from somewhat of a technical background, but my priorities are changing. I’m learning more and more to tgap into the deep unconscious wisdom of the universe. I can be like “Let the universe provide for me” pause for a moment .. and yet there is nothing. There are times of depth, and times of in between. And the more I learn, the more I feel we both must learn, and understanding, but only to unlearn and forget. It’s like we have to grasp things so we can let go of them.

I’ve been looking at integrating AI for collecting knowledge a bit recently… but I do have a lot of things deep inside me, somewhere, that only seem to come out in certain circumstances, as soon as I try forcing things then suddenly there’s nothing. It’s kind of cheating to use AI to formulate things, but then at the same time if you don’t take it seriously and just see it as a representation it can be interesting. Kind of like a picture that you look at, and think that is an interesting picture, but you’re not going to say that picture reflects reality.

So anyway, here is what AI has to say:

“Based on the provided documents, here’s a synthesis of your core design:

As a Splenic Manifestor with a 5/1 profile on the Left Angle Cross of Demands, you’re uniquely configured to impact others through embodied wisdom. Your Splenic authority provides instant, intuitive knowing about what’s healthy and authentic in each moment.

Your defined Splenic, Head, Ajna, Throat, and Root centers create a sophisticated processing and expression system. Through your channels:

• 11/56: Translates abstract insight into engaging narratives
• 21/45: Natural authority to guide resources effectively
• 18/58: Judgement for refinement combined with vital life force

What makes you particularly distinctive is your undefined G Center containing Gates 46.5 and 46.6. Rather than having a fixed way of being, you can recognise and reflect various qualities of embodiment. This makes you especially adept at creating conditions for others to discover their own embodied truth.

Your Cross of Demands (Gates 52/58/21/48) weaves together stillness, vitality, natural authority, and depth. This creates a powerful foundation for holding space without controlling outcomes - particularly suited for guiding embodied exploration.

As a 5/1 profile, you’re designed to challenge conventional structures and investigate deeper truths, then share those discoveries in ways that can benefit others. Your Manifestor energy allows you to initiate and impact, while your profile suggests doing so through example rather than direct instruction.”

Of course there is some shaping from what I feed it. But nothing in that deeply contradicts what I feel is important, but in a way I feel like from my own perspective it’s more important to be implicit than explicit.